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(Kiss Me)

PiSs On YoU. [27 Dec 2004|07:11pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

i got kicked out of my house yesterday by my dad...hes insane.
i didnt do anything..and for the first time ever he told me to leave
and said when im 18 i cant live there anymore...

for now im staying at Bo's
fun times.
i like it here, and im having fun.
but i do miss my own bed.

im hella stressed and ive never been kicked out so i dont know what the hell to do with myself.

he also took my car away.
fucker. so i have to walk...and bum rides which im hating.

he got so mad cause i wouldnt make him breakfast..can u believe that?!
hes absolutaly insane.

well thats the news for now.

(Kiss Me)

Your Mom Goes to College. [25 Dec 2004|09:29am]
[ mood | okay ]

Merry Christmas everybody.

The best gift ever...a turquoise bra. haha. its great.
today is going to be boring, it always is for me. we open gifts, eat breakfast, and then sit around and watch movies all day. hmph. my sister got me the killers cd and Elf...so fuckin awesome, that made me so happy. i also got these REALLY soft pajama pant things there like...i duno so soft, i love em. my friend bought me some mac make up...and then my mom bought me some more so i have so much its insane. fun fun. theres more but i dont feel like typing it all. all i wanted was ralph lauren purfume, thats the only thing i wanted for xmas..and i got it..so im happy.

I made pillows for people, it was fun. i gave Bo his yesterday..i think he liked them haha. i made him this one thats spiderman and red fabric in four triangles on each side. fun. and this one thats black with yellow stars and i sewed a big purple heart on it. i also got him lip rings!! ahh. MmM. haha. I need to give Alex his, and i made one for shivani with this awesome heart fabric.

I still need to go give Brian his gift..that will be..idk..hopfully not awkward. i havnt seen him in a while now..yeah. i hope he likes it, cause i spent a lot of time on it..and its hella cool. haha.

latley my days have been going by fast, and have been rather boring. ive been sewing a lot, and hanging out with Bo. i think thats about it. ive been shopping a lot for xmas..and thats finally over with so now...i duno what the hell im gana do all the time. probably watch Elf all the time now. haha.

welp im done. have a good Christmas everyone. hope santa brought u fun things!

<3 <3 <3 <3

(3 Kisss | Kiss Me)

Hidden Track. [19 Dec 2004|11:07am]
[ mood | hyper ]

girl you must think that i'm crazy
but we all know you's a cutie
and you're all like, "nuh uh boys don't wanna get with me"
girl please
i can see right through those
fake colored contacts
your eyes ain't blue, i bet that hair's held by glue

hey shorty why you playing games
these games were played, the rules were made,
you dropped those names and now you got nothing to say

it's like that episode of cheaters
and i'm that dude with the gun
hiding cameras in your bedroom
girl i know what you've done
i might be your baby's daddy but that don't mean shit
when every dude on the block knows that you're a trick

uh, i'm not a rockstar but i still tend to rock hard
you try to play games tease and try to keep me rock hard
try to make me slap you and see me in a cop car
catch me speeding in stock cars expecting me to stop hard
you playing with the mind of the craziest kind
telling me how much you love me when i know that you're lying
you must be snorting lines if you think that i'm crying
you manipulating backstabbing cold and kaniving
i went from last to first but this is first to last
i'm the major league playa you can kiss my ass trick

drop it like its hot
shake it like a salt shaker!!!




This song is so effin great. i <3 it!
you guys should check it out. =)
<3

(Kiss Me)

[19 Dec 2004|10:59am]
[ mood | crazy ]

This weekend has been crazy! holy man.
Finals ended friday i was so effin happy. I stayed the night at Stephanies house with some other ppl..it was funny. some stuff went down, w couldnt get anything to drink till like 2 am..by then i was to tired..and i fell asleep...moving on..
so last night i went and hung out with sum friends. they got drunk in the car while i and my friend just watched, i was driving my own car and im not fucking stupid. so yeah. 'nameless' confessed some things to me. that was kinda funny. but also kinda bugged me, then he got really really sick and i had to take care of him. then it just got really fuckin cold and we were just standing around and i was like fuck u guys r all drunk and its freezing im taking u guys home..so i did, then we had to go back for someones car and sum1 without a licence had to drive it. ugh. that was stressful. then a few of us went to someones house and watched a movie for a lil bit before leaving. i came home and went straight to bed. holy man crazy kids. watching sum1 puke pasta salad is fuckin gross. thats all i have to say.
hopfully today ill do sumthing a little more interesting. haha.

yep. blah blah blah.
good luck to those Titans! (thats for Spencer)
ok. thats all.
<3

(1 Kiss | Kiss Me)

Ride The Wings Of Pestilence [16 Dec 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

i duno why..but i keep feeling the need to update, even though no1 comments..or prly even reads this..i just..feel better when im done.
so here goes again..

Todays finals went by quickly.in fashion i just talked to adrianne and wrote some notes to myself. hah. then foods was pretty easy and i talked to Keith and Kaytlynn the whole time. brunch was fun again..i love seeing everyone!

Then after i came home and was SUPPOSE to go to stephanies to dye my hair..again..but that didnt work so i went to rayles where Anthony, Jeff, Nich, and two really quiet chicks were. so we hung out there and talked and ate chips for hell of long. then i took Anthony home and Jeff, Nich, and i went to Katrinas. we hung out there for a while and listened to music. then we went to visit this character, Chance. hes a cool kid, hes hella funny and talks about all the black people that live by him. haha he was like this guy smokes weed that lives above us and u can hella smell it through the vents...i thought that was kinda funny. so then i left and went to Anthonys. he got some fillings and his mouth was numb..so cute. we finished watching that living as a house, or whatever movie..the ending is really sad and i wanted to cry. afterwards we just talked and listened to music for a while. then we started to play on his lap top..it was so funny he has this voice thing and we were making it say hella random stupid things..it was so stupid..but so freakin hilarious for some reason. ah that was so fun.

Then i came home and ate some rice..yumm..and now im just sitting here. i wanted to study for government..its my last final tomorrow..but i know ill fail either way..so i duno, im to lazy to really care right now.

i wrote this poem..after foods final..i really like it. its deep haha. i think other will think its lame..so i wont post it. yep. just thought id write that for no reason, no reason at all.
i hate when ur talking to one of your friends, and someone, who for some reason thinks they are so much better and more important to not only you but everyone in existance, gets in front of you..and just kinda..cuts you off.
its fuckin rude bitch. get some manners.
anywways. i think im done for now. one more day till vacation!!
Good Night All.
<3 <3 <3

(Kiss Me)

[15 Dec 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Today was eventful. i enjoyed most of it. finals went really well for me, photo and art were really easy. brunch was so fun! i wish we had a one lunch thing all the time. i miss it! i loved seeing everyone and hugging everyone and just catchin up..good times. in art nich and i talked afterwards and looked at some of his pics on his photobucket thing, then we went and visited Regan in fashion design class! we kidnapped her..that was kinda fun. shes so cute. i love it.

Then i came home and Alex picked me up and we followed..adam, kendall, bryan, kaytlynn, brian, and joey to go dirtbiking! it was pretty fun. joey got us lost haha..then we went in this big circle..when we coulda just gone straight. haha, but the rode was fun to drive fast on. haha then omg! adam was driving hella fast behind us and almost ran into this car cuz he didnt know it merged..it was so freakin hilarious to watch. oh man! then we just hung out and watched them ride and talked and stuff, then it died down and Alex and i left. we listened to Placebo again! i love it. haha. we drove by his house so i could see the lights he spent 4 hour putting up. i was laughing so hard..it shoulda taken him like 1. haha..but you know..he just had to staple each and every hanging light. there blue! so pretty.

I came home and made some cream of wheat...with brown sugar! yum. i watched Van Helsing..such a good movie. if you havnt seen it..i recomend watching it!
now im sitting here talking to way to many ppl, and i need to call Anthony back.
Fashion and Foods final tomorrow...so easy. actually i already did my fashion final, hah. B-E-A-uitufl.

</3 <3 </3 "your the one whos always bruised and broken..Dont die, Please dont die."

(Kiss Me)

You Broke Like Glass. [14 Dec 2004|11:59am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what told the truth.
Standing: in the corner you start facing the wall alone.
Shaking: you crawl away.
But by now you've been so consume.
You gave it up for a dirty dime a dozen now you're layin in the corner so lonely.
Locked up. Locked down.
So down and out.
I'm watchin you die slowly.
Standing: in the corner you start facing the wall alone.
Shaking: you crawl away.
But by now you've been so consumed.
Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what's killing you.
And I choke at the sight of you.
And I choke.
Yeah you're turning blue.
Do you feel fine now?
Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what's killing you.
Do you feel fine now?
And I choke at the sight of you.
And I choke.
Yeah you're turning blue.

(Kiss Me)

Tomorrow = YES! [08 Dec 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | Dancing! ]

I've got Soul, but I'm not a Soldier.


I am so excited for tomorrow.
Going to see The Used, My Chemical Romance, AND Taking Back Sunday.
Woo. i really can't wait! I hope were in the front and Bert pukes everywhere! oh god yes!
=)

So excited.

im gana go dance now.

I've got Soul, but I'm not a Soilder.

(Kiss Me)

[07 Dec 2004|03:04pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

im glad that school is over.
i was all jittery last period waiting for the bell.

i have to write this STUPID essay for photo. and i need help on it so0o badly.

the last few days have been pretty simple and boring.
except yesterday jasmine and alex stopped by! that was fun. right when i was about to go insane from bordome. hah.

today...i got 197/200 on my notebook!! oh man i was so happy. i worked my butt off for that too. its getting colder and i love it. the rain this morning was hitting my face..that sucked. this week is going to go by fast..then finals. woo. im scared.
study for gov..thats what i need to do.

i guess ill go and find something to do..like watch tv instead of doing my essay.
ugh.
someone call me please.

P.S. im excited to go to oakland and get shot with you! we'll cheer for the titans...and get pushed off the side of the balcony...
right?
LoL.
i wish i was a gangster. haha.
=)
<3 <3 <3

(1 Kiss | Kiss Me)

will you still kiss me the same? when u taste my victims blood. [04 Dec 2004|03:57pm]
[ mood | happy yet freezing. ]

things have been going really well for me latley.
i had fun last night, i went to olive garden with a buncha friends.
good times.
i love that place.
i dont love kaitlynns brians crazy driving!

i woke up kinda early today. sewed in these pants i bought helllla long ago so now i can wear them. i did laundry, and now im reading for english.
fun fun stuff i suppose.


i like where things are going right now and i like where im at.
im finally the happiest ive been in a really long time.

i hope everyone has a good weekend.

<3 <3

(Kiss Me)

see these ice creams! [01 Dec 2004|06:35pm]
[ mood | content ]

yeah so...
what now?
i honestly have no idea where im going or what the hell im doing.
the only thing i know is that im happy.
i really am.
im happy right here with you.
<3 <3 <3

(Kiss Me)

[18 Nov 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i need a break from all of this mess.

(Kiss Me)

[18 Nov 2004|03:12pm]
If I were a month I would be: December
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: midnight
If I were a planet I would be: pluto
If I were a sea animal I would be: a jelly fish
If I were a direction I would be: to the right
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bed
If I were a historical figure I would be:
If I were a liquid I would be: rain
If I were a stone, I would be: emerald
If I were a tree, I would be: a willow
If I were a bird, I would be: a blue jay
If I were a tool, I would be: a screw driver
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a red rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: rain
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a classic guitar
If I were an animal, I would be: leapord
If I were a color, I would be: green
If I were an emotion, I would be: love
If I were a vegetable, I would be: cabbage
If I were a sound, I would be: annoying CAA CAA sound, from camping with Heather...
If I were an element, I would be: silver
If I were a car, I would be: 72' mustang, forest green, fastback.
If I were a song, I would be: "i miss you" incubus
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: quintin terintino
If I were a book, I would be written by: R.L. Stein...haha.
If I were a food, I would be: pizza
If I were a place, I would be: France
If I were a material, I would be: wool....hah.
If I were a taste, I would be: sour
If I were a scent, I would be: Raulph Lauren
If I were a religion, I would be: athiest
If I were a word, I would be: sex
If I were an object, I would be: a paint brush
If I were a body part I would be: lips
If I were a facial expression I would be: happy
If I were a subject in school I would be: art
If I were a cartoon character I would be: minni mouse
If I were a shape I would be: square..haha...no umm dimond.
If I were a number I would be: 15..this is my fav # Kendall!

A is for age: 17
B is for booze: ...k?
C is for career: lawyer
D is for dad's name: Jackie...or Jack
E is for essential items to bring to a party: smiles
F is for favorite song at the moment: some alexis on fire song
G is for girlfriend: haha i have those..
H is for hometown: Manteca
I is for instruments you play: nothing now
J is for jam or jelly you like: jam-strawberry
K is for kids: maybe not...
L is for living arrangements: mom, dad, sister
M is for mom's name: Betty Boop
N is for name of your best friend: don't have one...
O is for overnight hospital stays: one for my G-pa.
P is for phobia[s]: darkness, spiders, driving in mountains
Q is for quote you like: "its friday!"
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: 1 1/2 years
S is for sexual position: haha..missionary
T is for time you wake up: 6:15
U is for unique trait: big nose..hips..
V is for vegetable you love: potatos
W is for worst trait: oh...big nose..
X is for x-rays you've had: my teeth and ankle
Y is for yummy food you make: apple stuff and cake
Z is for zodiac sign: Taurus

Firsts
First job: Babysitting or Gas Station
First screen name: BizzChick182
First funeral: my grandma
First pet: toby..dog
First piercing: ears
First tattoo: none yet
First credit card: bank account..last year or so
First kiss: Ryan
First enemy: Jenna? or Cassandra?
First favorite musician: the band Aqua..they are awesome


Lasts
Last car ride: i drove myself home..or joey last night drove me home
Last kiss: Brian..
Last movie watched: Elf!
Last beverage drank: Milk..chocolate
Last food consumed: Cheese Hamburger
Last phone call: maybe Brian?
Last time showered: this morning
Last CD played: Alexis on Fire
Last website visited: livejournal

Now
Single or Taken: no comment.
Sex: female
Birthday: May 14, 87
Sign: Taurus
Siblings: 1 sister
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: green/blue/grey?
Shoe size: 6
Height: 5'4

Right now what are you...
Wearing: pink bra, cure shirt, blue jeans, black undies, belt, and socks
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: Why my back hurts so badly...

*Eighth Grade*
What were you like: no friends, loser, loner, wanabee
What was your favorite class: math cause my crush sat in front of me..
Who was your best friend: Shivani
Who did you have a crush on: Geoff...yuck.
Something random: "Kuykendall, get outta here." Mr. Baugh..daily..

*Freshman Year*
What were you like: loner, excited, bored
What was your favorite class: 2nd per p.e. with ashley and heather
Who was your best friend: ashley/heather
Who did you have a crush on: i dated jesse for a while..i started to like Ryan and dated him soon after that
Something random: "we are so punk rock." - heather and i..

*Sophomore Year*
What were you like: 'punk rock' wanabee
What was your favorite class: pe second semester..heather and i
Who was your best friend: Heather
Who did you have a crush on: i was with Ryan and then we broke up and i had a crush on EVERYBODY and THEIR MOMS.. it was sad.
Something random: "SHUT THE FUCK UP"- Heather and i..



so i guess theres nothing about junior year..i see how it is.
this was lame and i am bored.

(Kiss Me)

whores. [02 Nov 2004|07:21pm]
people are so ignorant these days.

ugh.

i lub you Heather.

(Kiss Me)

[26 Oct 2004|05:59pm]
[ mood | I Love You. ]

im not sure whats to come of this..but im sure SOMETHING will.

its hard to try and try so hard for so long, but im willing to do it for those moments where trying isnt nesessary and everything is bliss.

talking to a certain someone on the phone again, is quite nice..(Heather)

ive been missing a lot of school latley, im just bored and unmotivated by it. ugh. i like laying around in jamas all day..watching stupid shows with Brian. we make fun of idiotic television ppl.

yesterday we went and ate at applebees, i dont like that place that much..but i enjoyed the time. we had a good conversation, and it made my day a lot better.

*ive fallen so hard
its out of reach
i wont let you fall
your sound asleep*

i love this cold weather..i want it to never leave.

(Kiss Me)

its cold in here. [16 Oct 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | tired ]

last night was interesting.
we started at this one spot that NO one knows about....haha..
then tons of cars just showed up!
it was crazy.
so many people were there, oh man it was great.
but ppl parked by the tracks..where u can see it from the road..so before long..
COPS..
haha we all just fuckin jumped in cars and took off down some crazy back dirt roads..
secnond spot...
not that many ppl showed up..
i went pee behind some trees in the dark. LMAO. i was all scared and stuff...
then someone is all 'whats up with park and ride'
so everyone took off!
third spot we were at for a little bit, i started getting really cold, and i was no longer energetic..beer got on my pants...and i left my green apple drink at the first spot..i was so mad about that.
then we went back to the second spot. FOR NO fuckin REASON.
bastards.
then i crashed at brandons.
very adventurous night i tell ya.
but i enjoyed it.
<3
brian is sleeping on the couch..
=)

(1 Kiss | Kiss Me)

[26 Sep 2004|08:52am]
[ mood | worried ]

i have nothing to do all day.
i think ill call somebody and go somewhere.
who knows.
im lazy.

i changed all my aol stuff to halloween stuff, its pretty fun.
i was bored.

i cant sleep, ugh. saturday is my sleeping in day, and i had to wake up early, god dammit.

i want winter time to come...now.
i need to go warm clothes shopping = i need money.

last night was kind of weird for me, i was thinking a lot, i didnt mean for it to come out as negative, but it did..
i just get so worried over things that dont need to be worried over, its just how i am.
i wish it wasnt.

i want it to be cold! arg. im getting mad at this hot weather dammit.

it feels really depressing in my house. bleh.

<3 <3 <3
i love you.

(2 Kisss | Kiss Me)

i love ya baby. [25 Sep 2004|12:02am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

the Lobs kicked your ass tonight at black water.
oh yes they did.



<3 HEART. <3

my new friend is fun, she makes me laugh when she calls and says " ok im on louis now, what next?" haha. good times.

saturday school manananana. woo hoo. cant wait!.........
im really pissed off about having to go in the first place.
BUT i will be driving to school for the first time...hahaha.

i REALLY need to cut my hair, i hate how it sits on my neck.

i want an A line, real bad right about now...im thinking about it.

im going to bed.
<3 <3 <3

(Kiss Me)

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[19 Sep 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | lovin the rain! ]

i love this weather so much right now.
i love it.
its so cloudy and rainy and semi cold...
its such a relief from the stupid heat.

i no longer work as i lifeguard..i quit.
im a quiter..im very dissapointed in myself.
although, i did hate that job, terribly.
and i quit with only about 4 days left.
hmph. im glad im not out working in this rain anyways!
stupid lifeguards. hahah.

i feel like laying around in my jamas all day..hmm.
i need to go to wal mart and get some things for fashion class, im poor and havnt paid the lab fee yet.
i dont think the teacher likes me very much because of this.

this weekend has felt kind of long, but i dont want to go back to school..it feels like vacation.

i cant wait for xmas for some reason. all of sudden im really looking forward to it..then when it comes, i wont be.
lame lame lame.
i think this weather is making me want to open presents. haha.

i think i have hw..damn.

wow, im talking about a whole lot of nothing.
ill stop boring you.
<3

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